I'm growing up

Its been a long time I've not write in this blog.Okay,since I have finished my school,so I have to work to earn money.haa!Well,I have a job right now.Alhamdulillah.Well,its not like a big job like that.I'm working at Aeon Big as Scanner.Do you what is scanner?haaa,let me tell you.A scanner is the one who put price on the stuff.Yeah,thats my job.It's quite okay,but I have one problem.I have to walk around the Aeon for many time.I have to check the stuff have the price.It's quite tiring right?But its okay.I'm fine.
Since I will turn 18 next year,its time for me to think about y future.What I want to become?How I'm gonna to be what I have to?In what condition that I need to become?That's question always in my mind.Well,I can't be like I was before.The one that always clinging with my parents.Its time for me to make decision that will make my parents relieved.I cant think about other people anymore.I have to be selfish.But in a good way.
I'm afraid actually.What if my parents dissapointed with me?What can I do if they really dissapointed with me?The only one that I don't want to lose is my parents' trust.Once you lose it,you will never get it anymore.Same like,"Once broken,cosider sold".That's what I mean.Once you break their heart,you will never got the original feelig.I guess I should plan right now.Besides that,only Allah will make it happen.In Sha Allah.